沉重的心情

要回去大学了，心情很沉重。

刚骑着摩多附近溜了一趟，觉得原来家乡是那么地美。

看着四周的草草木木，朋友们的屋子等等，

有种舍不得离开家乡的感觉。

睡着家里的温床，吃着妈煮的菜肴，

玩着自己的电脑，懒洋洋地躺着看自己喜爱的电视节目。

觉得好幸福，好温馨。

好喜欢这种感觉。

不想离开它们，可以吗？

回去了沙巴，就要开始啃书，从早到晚都忙忙忙，冲冲冲。

累死了，尤其是心灵上的累。

很厌倦这样的生活。

远离家乡留学真的很难受。

已经在沙巴一年了，都还没习惯。

真没用。

有时想回家休息都得考虑自己的困境，不能随意回去。

好痛苦啊！

“可以不回去大学吗？可以不要再追求我的梦想吗？”

哎!!!!!!

回去现实吧。忍一忍，还有三年多罢了，对吗？

好好地用功k书吧。

做好自己的本分，别让父母当心。

希望能成为一名出色的医生，为社会贡献。

加油吧，庆！

还有你，珊，你也要加油。

a very shocked story...read properly..

Very Shocking

This is a story of a young college girl who passed away last month in Penang . Her name was Ai Ling. She was hit by a truck.

She was working in a call center. She had a boy friend named Tony.

Both of them were true lovers. They always talked on the phone. She used to be never found without her handphone.

In fact she also changed her network from Maxis to Digi, so that both of them can be on the same network, and save on the cost. Even when Tony left overseas to finish his masters, they constantly kept in touch.

She used to spend half of the day talking with Tony.
Ai Ling's family knew about their relationship.. Tony was very close to Ai Ling's family as well. (Just
imagine their love) . Before she passed away she always told her friends 'If I pass away please burn me with my handphone' she also said the same thing to her parents.

After her death, people cudnt carry her body, A lot of them tried to do so, but still cant everybody that had tried to carry the body, the results were the same.

Eventually, they called a person known to one of their neighbours, who can speak with the soul of dead person and who was a friend of her father.

He took a stick and started speaking to himself slowly.
After a few minutes, he said 'this girl misses something here.' Then her friends told that person about her intentions to burn her with her phone.

He then opened the grave box and place her phone and sim card inside the casket. After that they tried to carry the body. It was then moved easily and they then carried her into the van.

All of us were shocked. Ai Ling's parents did not inform Tony that Ai Ling had passed away as they're waiting for him to come home after his graduation..

After 2 weeks Tony returned and called Ai Ling's mom.......

Tony:....'Aunty, I'm coming home today. Cook something nice for me. Don't tell Ai Ling that I'm coming home today, I wanna surprise her.'
Her mother replied..... 'come home first, I wanna tell you something very important.'

After he came, they told him the truth about Ai Ling.
Tony thinks that they were playing a fool. He was laughing and said 'don't try to fool me - tell Ai Ling to come out, i have a gift for her... Please stop this nonsense'.

Then they show him the original death certificate to him. They gave him proof to make him believe. (Tony started to sweat) He said... 'Its not true. We spoke yesterday.. She still calls me.
Tony was shaking.

Suddenly, Tony's phone rang. 'see this is from Ai Ling, see this....' he showed the phone to Ai Ling's family. all of them told him to answer. he talked using the loudspeaker mode.

All of them heard his conversation. It is the actual voice of Ai Ling & there is no way others could use her sim card since it is nailed inside the grave box!

They were so shocked and asked for the same person's (who can speak with the soul of dead persons) help again. He brought his master to solve this matter.

He & his master worked for 5 hours. Then they discovered one thing which really shocked them....

Digi 'I will follow you!!!'

写爽....

昨晚一回到家了，
总觉得家里是最温馨的地方。
没回来之前，
在pj逗留了几天，
第一次与kun约会，
认识她蛮久了，
但见面倒是第一次，
觉得她人超可爱，
好好笑，
喜欢和她吹吹水，
讲废话。
但是，之后又和她聊天，
总觉得她开始有点逃避我的感觉，
可能我想太多了吧！
哈哈哈....
anyway,很高兴能认识到你，
虽然不经常和你联络，
但我会尽我所能，拼得半生半死，
尽量保持我们之间的友谊吧，
记得哦，十年之约，没后悔吧.
哈哈哈哈哈哈！

不知不觉，
已过了2个学期，
认识了许许多多的朋友，
spu，
对我而言，
真的是个没有秘密的地方，
每个人的antenna超长。
不但如此，
每每总是把某件小事情，
加盐加醋再加糖，
把事情搞大它，
甚至连累了其它人。
再此，告诉您们，
眼见地未必是真的，所听地也未必是真的，
学习这个道理吧！

就因为spu没有秘密，
在这，也想对我的roommate说声抱歉，
真的超懊悔，
因为相信一些人，
跟他们吐出一些心事，
以为不回传出去的，
谁知，没到两天，
就连当事人都知道了，
可见的我班的学生是多么地“合作”，
现在学精了，
保持沉默还是最好的。

祝福你们，happy holiday！！

oh shit!!..my clinical skill exam..

what happen to me?oh nooooooooooooooo......

1st station:taking oral temperature,i forget to wear glove!!!!!!!!!!1
2nd station: urine test...still ok
3rd station: ECG...ma de...forget da name of wave ECG
4th station: measure the blood pressure...get scolded coz forget to tell the methods..ish..
5th station: visual acuity,forget to ask the patient should wear spectacle...ahhhhhhhhhhh..careless
6th station: counselling skill..donno ngap wat....
7th station: BMI...fuhhhhh...nearly make mistaken on this..donno wat happen on me today..sigh!!
8th station: examination of ear....donno the tympanic membrane draw correctly or not..haigh!
9th station: SIM position!!!!!!!!!oh noooo...i forget da chemical drugs tat use to pong sai!!forget to ask consent from the patient,do a wrong SIM position...wahhh..siasui nya...
10th station: bandage: wah lau eh...i m quite pro on this...beginning jau did wrong already...wah...bo bin...

what happen on me today??those stations are so easy to do,so easy to score marks..but i made so many mistaken...yor...damn embarrasing...shit la tu...no face to see other ppl...feel like wanna cry....wuahhhhhhhhhh....

p/s: si nicholas!!!!don make a stupid mistake like me..gambateh in ur studies!!

我的狗狗,nancy....

好怀念我的狗狗哦，
Nancy….
不知不觉，
以照顾你十年了。
还记得第一次在狗屋店吵着买你下来，
带回家，
帮你冲冲凉，吹吹毛，
抱着你睡午觉，
你的身体，就像枕头，
超舒服，可爱。

曾经，
你开始乱咬东西时，
屋外的鞋子，袜子，衣服，裤子，甚至底裤，
咬坏了不少，
不得不打你，教训您，
之后，你也不敢咬了。

曾经，
你经常溜跑出去，
带来满身kutu，
不得不打你，教训你，
之后，在没我的命令下，你也不敢踏出大门了。

曾经，
觉得你好笨，
怎教你都教bu会，
但还好，亏我教导有方，哈哈！
握手，坐下，站起来，去后面，进里面，关门，等等,
你都学会了。
好怀念陪你一起玩的日子，
接球，是你最爱的游戏，
把球抛得远远的，
你就一步箭向球冲去，
接着大摇大摆地咬着球交给我，
好可爱。

有时，
你就喜欢地在地上旋转，
还记得有几次，
转过头了，撞到了硬物体，
装得你头昏脑胀，
超好笑！

好怀念你的歌声，
每当paddlepop来时，
你就会展献出你的歌喉，
虽然超难听，
但逗得我们又好气，又好笑，
哼你的时候，你还会感到尴尬，躲在一边。
可爱极了~~！

好怀念喂你吃东西的日子，
榴莲，冰淇淋，
是你的最爱，
有了它们，你总会把它们吃得精光，
但然，少不了我亲自下厨的炒饭！
好吃吧！哈哈。。

好怀念看你最赶老鼠的那一时刻，
狗抓老鼠，好好笑吧！
记得有一次，
笨手笨脚的你，
尽然给你捉一只！
超骄傲的你，
不停地在死老鼠身边围绕着，吠喊着，
超lanci！
哈哈，可爱吗？

好怀念与你梳毛的时刻，
觉得你超爱美，
看见梳子剪刀时，
你就冲着过来，乖乖地坐在我面前，
让我修修你的毛发。

知道你最恨冲凉了。
每当看到我拿着水管时，
你总会找一切理由，
比如：假装睡觉，听不到，看不到等等。
但最后你还是回慢条斯理地走过来，
好让我们帮你洗个澡，
真乖！

与你在一起的回忆，
实在太多了，
感谢你，nancy，
在我人生出现过，
给了我许多的美好回忆。

哥，姐，
别过于伤心吧，
相信她在我们家里过得很幸福，很满足了，
是时候让她走了，
安息吧，nancy…..

感恩，爸妈....

刚接到妈的话，

“下礼拜就寄你车了！”

原本应该很开心，

但不知怎么的，

心里很混乱，

内疚，感恩，不孝，

不同的心情混杂在一起，

难受极了。

内疚，

觉得自己过于无理取闹，

要风得风，要雨得雨。

感恩，

觉得你们为我付出那么多，

所付出的爱，关心，是无限的。

不孝，

觉得花费了您们太多太多的钱，

但你们不曾埋怨一句，

反之，每每和你们聊天时，

“不读了！”

“很压力，很辛苦！”

“哪里是人读的！”

“后悔那个啦，这个啦…”等等

这些话从没在我口中离开过。

爸妈，

真的很感激您们。

欠你们的，真的真的一辈子都还不了。

有时觉得往往考取好成绩来报答您们，

真的不够。

尽力而为吧！

改改我的脾气，好好用功读书

尽我所能读完医学系，

做个负责任的医生，

做个赚大钱的医生，哈哈！

好好孝敬您们，

还剩四年半，

加油吧，庆！

不让爸妈失望！

要让爸妈感到骄傲！

爸妈，我爱您们。