今天可是我无耻的一天。
今天所做的事情，
留下了我人生中的污点。
但愿我能振作起来吧！
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Monday, April 26, 2010
愚蠢
有时，觉得我很愚蠢。
明知她不适合我，
明知她性格有问题，
明知她任性，
明知她做错了，
有时会觉得被人玩的感觉，
很痛苦。
但我总是硬着头皮，撞墙过去。
很笨，很愚蠢。
告诉自己别计较那么多了，要知足。
但我可以吗？
拿得起，放得下，谈何容易呢？
刚看了朋友的部落格，
“原来什么都不是…只是舍不得…”
对，就是舍不得。
超恨自己。
明知她不适合我，
明知她性格有问题，
明知她任性，
明知她做错了，
有时会觉得被人玩的感觉，
很痛苦。
但我总是硬着头皮，撞墙过去。
很笨，很愚蠢。
告诉自己别计较那么多了，要知足。
但我可以吗？
拿得起，放得下，谈何容易呢？
刚看了朋友的部落格，
“原来什么都不是…只是舍不得…”
对，就是舍不得。
超恨自己。
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Psychosis KONON drug – LSS
Psychosis is a condition which affect the mind, where there has been some lost of contact with reality
LSS drug- it is a type of drug which can cause psychotic.
Mechanism of LSS drug
1. The action of drug occurs in mesocortical pathway in the brain.
2. It binds to D2 receptors of postsynaptic neurons, prevent dopamine to bind it.
3. Lack of dopamine here causes negative symptoms as mention above.
Therapeutic uses: NO…it is harm to mental and physical health…
Pharmacokinetic
LSS drug has slow onset and brief duration of action.
Effect of the LSS drug
• Lack of motivation
• Keep Worrying
• Negative thought
• Emotional
• Bad-tempered
• Lack of concentration in studying
• Heart rate increase
• Loss of appetite
• depress
Treatment
- Abstinence based- I will try my best
- Overwork therapy- so that don’t have free time to take the drug.
- Motivational therapy- anyone can motivate me??pls contact to my hp number….
p/s: hope that i really can stop addicted by "LSS drug" la...it is really suffer...totally affect my emotion...haigh!!god bless!!
LSS drug- it is a type of drug which can cause psychotic.
Mechanism of LSS drug
1. The action of drug occurs in mesocortical pathway in the brain.
2. It binds to D2 receptors of postsynaptic neurons, prevent dopamine to bind it.
3. Lack of dopamine here causes negative symptoms as mention above.
Therapeutic uses: NO…it is harm to mental and physical health…
Pharmacokinetic
LSS drug has slow onset and brief duration of action.
Effect of the LSS drug
• Lack of motivation
• Keep Worrying
• Negative thought
• Emotional
• Bad-tempered
• Lack of concentration in studying
• Heart rate increase
• Loss of appetite
• depress
Treatment
- Abstinence based- I will try my best
- Overwork therapy- so that don’t have free time to take the drug.
- Motivational therapy- anyone can motivate me??pls contact to my hp number….
p/s: hope that i really can stop addicted by "LSS drug" la...it is really suffer...totally affect my emotion...haigh!!god bless!!
Friday, September 25, 2009
沉重的心情
要回去大学了，心情很沉重。
刚骑着摩多附近溜了一趟，觉得原来家乡是那么地美。
看着四周的草草木木，朋友们的屋子等等，
有种舍不得离开家乡的感觉。
睡着家里的温床，吃着妈煮的菜肴，
玩着自己的电脑，懒洋洋地躺着看自己喜爱的电视节目。
觉得好幸福，好温馨。
好喜欢这种感觉。
不想离开它们，可以吗？
回去了沙巴，就要开始啃书，从早到晚都忙忙忙，冲冲冲。
累死了，尤其是心灵上的累。
很厌倦这样的生活。
远离家乡留学真的很难受。
已经在沙巴一年了，都还没习惯。
真没用。
有时想回家休息都得考虑自己的困境，不能随意回去。
好痛苦啊！
“可以不回去大学吗？可以不要再追求我的梦想吗？”
哎!!!!!!
回去现实吧。忍一忍，还有三年多罢了，对吗？
好好地用功k书吧。
做好自己的本分，别让父母当心。
希望能成为一名出色的医生，为社会贡献。
加油吧，庆！
还有你，珊，你也要加油。
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
a very shocked story...read properly..
Very Shocking
This is a story of a young college girl who passed away last month in Penang . Her name was Ai Ling. She was hit by a truck.
She was working in a call center. She had a boy friend named Tony.
Both of them were true lovers. They always talked on the phone. She used to be never found without her handphone.
In fact she also changed her network from Maxis to Digi, so that both of them can be on the same network, and save on the cost. Even when Tony left overseas to finish his masters, they constantly kept in touch.
She used to spend half of the day talking with Tony.
Ai Ling's family knew about their relationship.. Tony was very close to Ai Ling's family as well. (Just
imagine their love) . Before she passed away she always told her friends 'If I pass away please burn me with my handphone' she also said the same thing to her parents.
After her death, people cudnt carry her body, A lot of them tried to do so, but still cant everybody that had tried to carry the body, the results were the same.
Eventually, they called a person known to one of their neighbours, who can speak with the soul of dead person and who was a friend of her father.
He took a stick and started speaking to himself slowly.
After a few minutes, he said 'this girl misses something here.' Then her friends told that person about her intentions to burn her with her phone.
He then opened the grave box and place her phone and sim card inside the casket. After that they tried to carry the body. It was then moved easily and they then carried her into the van.
All of us were shocked. Ai Ling's parents did not inform Tony that Ai Ling had passed away as they're waiting for him to come home after his graduation..
After 2 weeks Tony returned and called Ai Ling's mom.......
Tony:....'Aunty, I'm coming home today. Cook something nice for me. Don't tell Ai Ling that I'm coming home today, I wanna surprise her.'
Her mother replied..... 'come home first, I wanna tell you something very important.'
After he came, they told him the truth about Ai Ling.
Tony thinks that they were playing a fool. He was laughing and said 'don't try to fool me - tell Ai Ling to come out, i have a gift for her... Please stop this nonsense'.
Then they show him the original death certificate to him. They gave him proof to make him believe. (Tony started to sweat) He said... 'Its not true. We spoke yesterday.. She still calls me.
Tony was shaking.
Suddenly, Tony's phone rang. 'see this is from Ai Ling, see this....' he showed the phone to Ai Ling's family. all of them told him to answer. he talked using the loudspeaker mode.
All of them heard his conversation. It is the actual voice of Ai Ling & there is no way others could use her sim card since it is nailed inside the grave box!
They were so shocked and asked for the same person's (who can speak with the soul of dead persons) help again. He brought his master to solve this matter.
He & his master worked for 5 hours. Then they discovered one thing which really shocked them....
This is a story of a young college girl who passed away last month in Penang . Her name was Ai Ling. She was hit by a truck.
She was working in a call center. She had a boy friend named Tony.
Both of them were true lovers. They always talked on the phone. She used to be never found without her handphone.
In fact she also changed her network from Maxis to Digi, so that both of them can be on the same network, and save on the cost. Even when Tony left overseas to finish his masters, they constantly kept in touch.
She used to spend half of the day talking with Tony.
Ai Ling's family knew about their relationship.. Tony was very close to Ai Ling's family as well. (Just
imagine their love) . Before she passed away she always told her friends 'If I pass away please burn me with my handphone' she also said the same thing to her parents.
After her death, people cudnt carry her body, A lot of them tried to do so, but still cant everybody that had tried to carry the body, the results were the same.
Eventually, they called a person known to one of their neighbours, who can speak with the soul of dead person and who was a friend of her father.
He took a stick and started speaking to himself slowly.
After a few minutes, he said 'this girl misses something here.' Then her friends told that person about her intentions to burn her with her phone.
He then opened the grave box and place her phone and sim card inside the casket. After that they tried to carry the body. It was then moved easily and they then carried her into the van.
All of us were shocked. Ai Ling's parents did not inform Tony that Ai Ling had passed away as they're waiting for him to come home after his graduation..
After 2 weeks Tony returned and called Ai Ling's mom.......
Tony:....'Aunty, I'm coming home today. Cook something nice for me. Don't tell Ai Ling that I'm coming home today, I wanna surprise her.'
Her mother replied..... 'come home first, I wanna tell you something very important.'
After he came, they told him the truth about Ai Ling.
Tony thinks that they were playing a fool. He was laughing and said 'don't try to fool me - tell Ai Ling to come out, i have a gift for her... Please stop this nonsense'.
Then they show him the original death certificate to him. They gave him proof to make him believe. (Tony started to sweat) He said... 'Its not true. We spoke yesterday.. She still calls me.
Tony was shaking.
Suddenly, Tony's phone rang. 'see this is from Ai Ling, see this....' he showed the phone to Ai Ling's family. all of them told him to answer. he talked using the loudspeaker mode.
All of them heard his conversation. It is the actual voice of Ai Ling & there is no way others could use her sim card since it is nailed inside the grave box!
They were so shocked and asked for the same person's (who can speak with the soul of dead persons) help again. He brought his master to solve this matter.
He & his master worked for 5 hours. Then they discovered one thing which really shocked them....
Digi 'I will follow you!!!'
Monday, May 11, 2009
写爽....
昨晚一回到家了，
总觉得家里是最温馨的地方。
没回来之前，
在pj逗留了几天，
第一次与kun约会，
认识她蛮久了，
但见面倒是第一次，
觉得她人超可爱，
好好笑，
喜欢和她吹吹水，
讲废话。
但是，之后又和她聊天，
总觉得她开始有点逃避我的感觉，
可能我想太多了吧！
哈哈哈....
anyway,很高兴能认识到你，
虽然不经常和你联络，
但我会尽我所能，拼得半生半死，
尽量保持我们之间的友谊吧，
记得哦，十年之约，没后悔吧.
哈哈哈哈哈哈！
不知不觉，
已过了2个学期，
认识了许许多多的朋友，
spu，
对我而言，
真的是个没有秘密的地方，
每个人的antenna超长。
不但如此，
每每总是把某件小事情，
加盐加醋再加糖，
把事情搞大它，
甚至连累了其它人。
再此，告诉您们，
眼见地未必是真的，所听地也未必是真的，
学习这个道理吧！
就因为spu没有秘密，
在这，也想对我的roommate说声抱歉，
真的超懊悔，
因为相信一些人，
跟他们吐出一些心事，
以为不回传出去的，
谁知，没到两天，
就连当事人都知道了，
可见的我班的学生是多么地“合作”，
现在学精了，
保持沉默还是最好的。
祝福你们，happy holiday！！
总觉得家里是最温馨的地方。
没回来之前，
在pj逗留了几天，
第一次与kun约会，
认识她蛮久了，
但见面倒是第一次，
觉得她人超可爱，
好好笑，
喜欢和她吹吹水，
讲废话。
但是，之后又和她聊天，
总觉得她开始有点逃避我的感觉，
可能我想太多了吧！
哈哈哈....
anyway,很高兴能认识到你，
虽然不经常和你联络，
但我会尽我所能，拼得半生半死，
尽量保持我们之间的友谊吧，
记得哦，十年之约，没后悔吧.
哈哈哈哈哈哈！
不知不觉，
已过了2个学期，
认识了许许多多的朋友，
spu，
对我而言，
真的是个没有秘密的地方，
每个人的antenna超长。
不但如此，
每每总是把某件小事情，
加盐加醋再加糖，
把事情搞大它，
甚至连累了其它人。
再此，告诉您们，
眼见地未必是真的，所听地也未必是真的，
学习这个道理吧！
就因为spu没有秘密，
在这，也想对我的roommate说声抱歉，
真的超懊悔，
因为相信一些人，
跟他们吐出一些心事，
以为不回传出去的，
谁知，没到两天，
就连当事人都知道了，
可见的我班的学生是多么地“合作”，
现在学精了，
保持沉默还是最好的。
祝福你们，happy holiday！！
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
oh shit!!..my clinical skill exam..
what happen to me?oh nooooooooooooooo......
1st station:taking oral temperature,i forget to wear glove!!!!!!!!!!1
2nd station: urine test...still ok
3rd station: ECG...ma de...forget da name of wave ECG
4th station: measure the blood pressure...get scolded coz forget to tell the methods..ish..
5th station: visual acuity,forget to ask the patient should wear spectacle...ahhhhhhhhhhh..careless
6th station: counselling skill..donno ngap wat....
7th station: BMI...fuhhhhh...nearly make mistaken on this..donno wat happen on me today..sigh!!
8th station: examination of ear....donno the tympanic membrane draw correctly or not..haigh!
9th station: SIM position!!!!!!!!!oh noooo...i forget da chemical drugs tat use to pong sai!!forget to ask consent from the patient,do a wrong SIM position...wahhh..siasui nya...
10th station: bandage: wah lau eh...i m quite pro on this...beginning jau did wrong already...wah...bo bin...
what happen on me today??those stations are so easy to do,so easy to score marks..but i made so many mistaken...yor...damn embarrasing...shit la tu...no face to see other ppl...feel like wanna cry....wuahhhhhhhhhh....
p/s: si nicholas!!!!don make a stupid mistake like me..gambateh in ur studies!!
1st station:taking oral temperature,i forget to wear glove!!!!!!!!!!1
2nd station: urine test...still ok
3rd station: ECG...ma de...forget da name of wave ECG
4th station: measure the blood pressure...get scolded coz forget to tell the methods..ish..
5th station: visual acuity,forget to ask the patient should wear spectacle...ahhhhhhhhhhh..careless
6th station: counselling skill..donno ngap wat....
7th station: BMI...fuhhhhh...nearly make mistaken on this..donno wat happen on me today..sigh!!
8th station: examination of ear....donno the tympanic membrane draw correctly or not..haigh!
9th station: SIM position!!!!!!!!!oh noooo...i forget da chemical drugs tat use to pong sai!!forget to ask consent from the patient,do a wrong SIM position...wahhh..siasui nya...
10th station: bandage: wah lau eh...i m quite pro on this...beginning jau did wrong already...wah...bo bin...
what happen on me today??those stations are so easy to do,so easy to score marks..but i made so many mistaken...yor...damn embarrasing...shit la tu...no face to see other ppl...feel like wanna cry....wuahhhhhhhhhh....
p/s: si nicholas!!!!don make a stupid mistake like me..gambateh in ur studies!!
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